Aug 21, 2013

What's Bugging Me?

Well I like to put things in easy to comprehend list so when I try to sort out through this jumbled mess I call my Mind, I can sort of figure out this mess from another, like sorting through laundry from the whites and coloured ones, those needed to be pressed and those needed to be hanged...to make up for my lack of mind-mapping skill, I found using phone applications such as Color Note which is always helpful... there are thousands of different things nagging in my head but these few things are really bugging me:-



1- the kids morals today? seriously? 12 years old girl can give consent to sex? what's wrong with this world..(i just finished hearing a juvenile under age statutory rape cases and it really, really pisses me off.. ) ada yang consensual and ada yang paksa rela...seriously how could the child of 12 y/o have enough sense to give consent to having intercourse...? although i cannot judge the moral of 12 y/o nowadays to my standard of 12 y/o from my youth, still the thought that a child can be wholly corrupted by early exposure to the Big Bad World..is unthinkable..what will happen to our future generation?the thing that will inevitably follow suit will be the world is filled with people with no moral upstanding whatsoever and no sense of right and wrong, because for them  "It's Their Right.... "


2- the ever increasing land and property value...how can I ever afford to live comfortably when all I do is sinking myself in more and more debt...? not everyone is born lucky with rich parents/family to support them, if needed...not that i expect a handover from my folks or anything but, what hope can a fixed income worker have in this economy?all we can do is just to  get by, month by dismal month...

3- credit cards payments...ugh! 'nuff said...



4- buat i/c baru...the old one was at least 10 y/o dah...it's in pretty bad shape and the chips don't seem to be working anymore...a drag for bank's transaction...but i never find the time (..and/or inclination to go to JPN)

5- to have an organised household chore system :( (i just probably need to get a bit more enthusiastic about chore...i do have moods for them.. :) )



6- stupid parking...


that's all...do i need to contemplate more on doing or do i have to Just Do It?

Aug 1, 2013

Final Week of Fasting 2013

it's about time...i was lazy lately to write anything..something that got to do with fasting and sleepy and etc...hehe...this is my first year fasting in Selayang...i don't think it's bad, but i don't think it's that great either...then last week i went back to Bentong to...how do you say it...is it break fast? or breaking fast? ..nevermind ..u get my point...to buka puasa...and i seriously get all reminiscence and everything...it's nice to go back there..where i knew people and they knew me, and going to familiar places...although i\ve been there for just over a year...but i guess i adapted to life there...even my hubby misses it there...not as much as he misses Kota Bharu though...

times like these (about the final week of fasting), that i really am homesick...i found myself searching for my home on google  maps, imagining arriving there already, minus the 7-8hrs tiring journey and being with my family...man, it's been a long time since i gone home...i think the last time was on CNY? that's in February...more'n 5 moths passed...ok so i'll stop whining just about now and attend to my duties...


EDITS:- last time i went back was on June or is it May Election?...OMG I only think 5 months passed, but really it's only been 2 months over...i should probably stay in Selayang more....