these past few weeks throws me into a buzz of activities...it sorta throw me off balance for a bit...what with my leaving the comfort of security and entering into the unknown....the suddenness of my leaving makes the news surreal...i guess i will only feel the sting after i left...
but all in all, it is the beginning of a new life for me..away from home..although i had left home before during my studies, but now leaving my home as a wife...and as worker...it's a little daunting, not to add downright intimidating... meeting strangers..although i'm no prude but i'm so out of practice, being to comfortable with life for these past few years...
before starting anew, there's a life i left here back home and i wanted to pay homage to the good life i've spent these past few years...thank to understanding family, friends and colleague that either makes or sometimes breaks my day....all the bittersweet memories does help me to become a better person...now begins the path of nostalgia...
Dec 17, 2012
Long Abscence...
For those who follows me on Facebook..it's not such a long abscence..but i've been taking a very long leave from writing things more than just a phrase or comments on FB..i used to write ALL the time..i mean, it's not such a masterpiece but it's what i do..all my close friend are aware of it...i even kept journals and whatnot...mainly gushing over my latest crush and so on...
but nowadays, there's no more childhood or teen crushes to write about..and i dislike the idea of writing about my marriage because i worry i might nauseate my fellow readers :) and there's not many thing to write about...we just get along fine...me and him...against all odds...
i'm currently working in Bentong. it's been over a year and i started to get the hang of things here...the truth is there's not many to tell apart from the recent uproar made by the Rambo Bentong, which was charged in my court and made news-splash for the day...other than that, the usual repetition of office work...sometimes it's so boring i could scream...
back to my writing habit, i used to write poem, doesn't matter if it makes sense or not.. i would write it in the classroom, during chemistry class when i got so lost with the subject and got bored...i wrote in college, usually during add maths or physics classes where my thought wandered beyond the bench and floated into the midday.....where i would fly and dance in the meadow in the mist..where sunlight glinting now and then upon my face....see....
i sometimes dreamt of somekind of storyline which i would totally forgot until i dream about it again and forgets again...so hard to focus to my artistic side nowadays with all the hassle of everyday life...the last artistic thing i did was arraging flowers i bought in cameron highlands in the vase...i'm becoming lame :(
but nowadays, there's no more childhood or teen crushes to write about..and i dislike the idea of writing about my marriage because i worry i might nauseate my fellow readers :) and there's not many thing to write about...we just get along fine...me and him...against all odds...
i'm currently working in Bentong. it's been over a year and i started to get the hang of things here...the truth is there's not many to tell apart from the recent uproar made by the Rambo Bentong, which was charged in my court and made news-splash for the day...other than that, the usual repetition of office work...sometimes it's so boring i could scream...
back to my writing habit, i used to write poem, doesn't matter if it makes sense or not.. i would write it in the classroom, during chemistry class when i got so lost with the subject and got bored...i wrote in college, usually during add maths or physics classes where my thought wandered beyond the bench and floated into the midday.....where i would fly and dance in the meadow in the mist..where sunlight glinting now and then upon my face....see....
i sometimes dreamt of somekind of storyline which i would totally forgot until i dream about it again and forgets again...so hard to focus to my artistic side nowadays with all the hassle of everyday life...the last artistic thing i did was arraging flowers i bought in cameron highlands in the vase...i'm becoming lame :(
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