May 18, 2009

petang nan gelap

oo..ini la rasanya...ade official blog...aku ade satu lagi blog kat nunnatime@blogspot kot...tah...aku pun da lupe
tu blog zaman u dulu...blog frenster..zaman hu ha hu ha...
skrg ni pun nak menten blog macam tak sempat..
tapi aku tgk rakan2 aku yang lain rajin je update blog dorg

btw...as everybody knows..i'm getting married this June
i dunno if prospective bride should feel this but at this very moment, i'm quite indifferent of the idea...
havn't really sunk in yet perhaps
although the preparation for the 'big' day have been made and most of my friends had been invited...and the fact that it's only 17 days away...i still think that..i should've felf more...i mean have more feeling abt this...

but i dunno..mebbe i was hoping for too much...but am i hoping for too less...
and my fiance behaviour doesnt help matters as he was in the same state as i am
a bit scared shitless but still in the same predicament...
the question of clling it off is too nonsensical, almost out of the question except if it wasn't meant to be and by divine intervention only...

alas...i shall persevere...my friends who really knows me knows that i'm a fighter and a positife person if a lil whiny at times :)
but...i'm ok wit that...
ok...till laters

XOXO

-LadyNanaDuBleu-